I Dream of being married with a family

Well, i love music, but its actually interesting.. I’m quite shy at times, i often dont like the performance side of music, i just.. love music. So it was actually a step of obedience for me to come onto the worship team. However ive really enjoyed it and know that its where i should be right now. But ive had a few friends pray over me and tell me they've seen visions of me playing on a large worship band across the globe. so in whatever way that is going to materialize.. i dont know. but ive felt like God has a door open for me for this in my future. Its been a passion of mine for a while, to grow my skills and work towards being the best i can be in music. if i can one day, i would like to take some vocal coaching and some actual music training. We'll see how it all comes together. So thats one dream..

My other dream that i have i would definitely say takes precedent over the music, and that is to have a wife and kids. Since i was probably 12 or so ive had an incredibly deep desire to be married and have kids. I believe its just something God has created me for. Theres one particular picture that has always come to mind. What it is, is me standing in a hospital room beside my wife giving her my utmost love and support. I dont know exactly what this picture means or symbolizes, but its a picture that has always come to mind. For a while in my previous dating years when a relationship wouldnt work out i'd be VERY discouraged because this dream of mine would essentially seem to have disappeared during that time. I'd almost believe this lie that i wasnt able to commit and that id struggle with relationships the rest of my life. A friend of mine and i prayed about it a while back, speaking truth into my life and speaking against the enemy; the lies he was telling me. since then ive had a very strong assurance that God WILL in fact provide! Recently this has been on my mind and i still feel very much that he will provide abundantly! but i feel like he's told me it will be in a way that i wont necessarily expect. And have to be in a place to be able to receive it.

So those are my dreams in a nutshell. Im quite excited to see where God is taking me. Thanks for offering the opportunity to share.

- R